apathy

I finally know what this feels like. For some reason, I seem to have lost interest in so many things. Even things that I usually look forward to don't excite or cheer me up anymore.

I feel so blank in a sense...









Leaving for the U.S. will probably help, but I have yet to hear from one more university. Still waiting but I'm rather apathetic about it. For some reason I don't really care about whether I get accepted or not...but at the same time, I know I do.

Hopefully it's just a phase and I'll get over it soon. In the meantime, I suppose I'll just attempt to keep myself busy.

Note: To all my pool guys, thanks for the other day...I had a really good time.

I'm off.